"you think i'm perfect?"

"you're mad. you're perfect for me." 

- georgia and robbie, angus, thongs & perfect snogging.

2.16 am;

i've really got to find something more productive to do at times like these other than late night blogging. school's starting in a day- i haven't even finished my homework. time feels like it's flying by way too fast.

i had a good day. studio with the girls till 6 something, then it was curve with jassyjas, ely, dickson, akram, shafiq. watched Fast & Furious where i couldn't stop yawning in the cinema even though i wasn't really tired. jas kept talking so loudly like no one's business. and now i know her true personality bahahah (i know your reading this.) sakae with the guys was freaking hilarious. laughed till my sides hurt and i could barely breathe -.- haven't done that in ages.

then was the car ride home. we were stuck in the same spot for 10 mins. they made me sit on someone's lap bcos elyas has a tiny car. i don't have a bony ass kkkk. and dumb elyas didnt wanna turn the aircon higher so it was like heatwave #1. blooody hell. meh. elyas bought this yummy strawberry roll thing from 7e. i looove. new addiction probably sigh somemore i'm damn fat already. 

so all in all, it was a good day. until i got home.

xx.

you are the reason why i still believe

 

First off, I just finished watching Season one of Skins in like… 1 and a half days. I love it.  Nicholas Hoult (who plays Tony) is just sex. And Mitch Hewer (Maxxie). Ohmygosh okay!

Also… I watched..

 

Yes, I know. Damn outdated but I just went to the DVD shop like two days ago okay so shuuush! The show was like…seriously... amazing. Freida Pinto is gorgeous. Seriously.

 

And me, being the loser that I am, didn’t know that Dev Patel acted in Skins although he seemed SO familiar. Until Alysha told me. No face already lah.

aand, here’s some eye candy (:

 

Seriously. How can you NOT resist this?!

'Cos since I've come on home, well my body's been a mess.

My weekend was pretty eventful.

Saturday was tuition. Sunday, it was off early to Jas's house. Dee was already there when I arrived then off we went to.... well I don't think I'm allowed to say what we did but the bottom line is I had a blast with you girls! Haven't camwhored that much in ages. The kodak's are all up on Friendster but I'll post a few (VERY few) up heree.

Yesterday, slept in till 2 smth and left for the gym. Followed my mom to BV after to go grocery shopping. I love grocery shopping but hate it at the same time cause I tend to grab everything that's just gonna make me FATTER. I swear, I'm so freaking round now wth I hate it hate it hate ittt! :(

The parents left for Germany last night, leaving me here by my lonesome. i don't see why they couldn't bring me seeing how I'm on vacation anyway but oh well I'm over it. I do miss Germany like craazy though even if it's been like, more than a year since I've been there + I've only been there once in my life... Sigh. You'd understand if you went. Nostalgic now.

Today was a blur of TV and texting, see, I just got a new phone today. It isn't a new model, nor was it expensive but whatever k it's still a phone which means it's still useful to meeeee. I woke up at 10 just to go to the shop even though I slept at like 4.30 last night since I was Skyping with SOMEONE (who's probably dead right now lol.)  Tomorrow I've got tuition again booohooooo and the holidays are passing by so quickly! next thing I know it'll be school again.

Meh. whatever. Here are some peeektures.

3.24 am.

tralalala (:

for now,

i love:

the rain.

bon iver.

bloc party.

photography.

kate havnevik.

i am:

chatting with amanda. flux is playing.

so...

i guess it's  just me alone with my thoughts again at 2 am on a Saturday night. 

so typical.

though, for now, i'm satisfied. i guess.

it's just funny, look where we are now.

i honestly would never have expected it.

time is scary, isn't it?

xxxx.

six billion people, one of them's right for you.

to sum it up:

• My Bloody Valentine is definitely not my kind  of movie, unless you like gore and stuff. I was literally dying in the cinema like it's not even funny. 
  
• I am never, ever going to attempt sneaking into a different cinema ever again. Embarassment factor x 100. 
  
• Jensen Ackles & Cam Gigandet are smokin' hawt :O  (as if I wasn't aware of that fact before but still.)
  
• Quality time with Jas was much needed. It's been too long. BTW, thanks for covering for me I LOVE YOU.
• Oh and, sorry for leaving so early and leaving you alone. Heh. My mother is well... my mother. 

Tomorrow is OU with Manda and Syu at 11 in the morning. Gawd. I hate waking up early. The things I do for my best friends. Sigh, it'll be me, staring at all the pretty clothes attempting to resist spending money. 

DO YOU KNOW HOW SAD THAT IS?!?!

Meh. Update soon. BTW.

REMEMBER TO TURN OFF YOUR LIGHTS ON SATURDAY, 

8.30- 9.30 FOR EARTH HOUR.  

Our Earth is deteoriating enough as it is, and if you don't care about that fact, well. I don't care for YOU.

Okay byebye :) 

I hate this. 

WHY did I have to read that e-mail? Or even stumble across it? Trust me, I'm over it, I really am. It just irritates me that it still kinda hurts. I don't even know the reason behind that. It shouldn't, cause we don't even talk anymore. Hell, I don't even think about you anymore. 

But whatever. This is me wiping that out of my thoughts. 

See? I am so over it. (:

Who Am I To Say?

It bugs me how all these insignificant small things seem to matter so much to me when I know they shouldn't. I guess I should have expected it. People always leave, anyway.

Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not. 

6,5,4 and i'm all over you. counting 3,2,1 and having fun.

Right now, I'm blogging from my air conditioned hotel room in Pulau Redang. I just took a deliciously hot showerrr and I'm waiting for the rest of the people to get ready to go fish which will apparently be our dinner (:

The sad part is, now I'm bloody tanned and brown like nobody's business. I hate it. It isn't even funny man. Was at the beach for practically the whole day, just swimming and talking shit with my retarded cousin. Tash, my uncle, my dad and I then went snorkelingg and we had fun with Tash's underwater camera. Pictures will be up when I get them of course.

We went kayak-ing too. Tash + I fail. Kept going the wrong direction :D I WANT TO GO WIND SURFINGGGG. The kiddies got to go but we didn't cause we went snorkeling so we'll probably go tomorrow morning. Yay.

Okay, I'll update when I recieve pictures and stuff. Spring Break in 4 days. I can't wait!

xx

HTF, BABY (:

Happy One Year!

??????????

WHAT THE HELL IS HTF??????

I hate you guys

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY HTF!

Love you guys.

I was alone, falling free, trying my best not to forget.

Padded footsteps echoed down the otherwise silent hallway. 

Pause. 

She stared into the mirror,

An unfamiliar face with an eerily familiar expression greeting her.

Mocking her. 

Took her awhile to figure out how much

She had aged. 

Then again,

Change came in the weirdest ways, didn't it?

Flashes of color through her shot memory.

The inevitable quirk of her lips.

A grim smile.

She remembered everything;

even if it was all in a haze.

The regrets, the tears, but most of all- 

Those rare moments of  perfect bliss

Those  were the ones that made everything worthwile.

She would be fine.

on a more ahem. CHEERFUL note,

Akram.
:P

(since you dont associate yourself with anything 'emo.')

xx.

Slow Dancing In A Burning Room- John Mayer.

Hello loversssss.

I have a shitload of work to do, unlike all you people out there my holidays aren't until next week. I'll be off to Redang this Friday though, after school, for 2 days of bliss in the beach. PLUS, it's with my cousins and everyone (TAAASHHH! BONDING TIME!). I can tell I'll be coming back as red as a lobster already. 

So looking forward to that.

Spring Break on the 26th.  I cannot wait until that seriously. The circles under my eyes are so dark it's not even funny. Hmmm, Chapter 8 of Algebra is a serious bitch. We've just started it and my head was already spinning. Or maybe that was due to the fact that I could barely keep my eyes open but hey I TRIED OKAY!!

Gosh.

Went out last night with two retards. I got ffk-ed by a whole freaking bunch of people *coughTESHAELYASSHAFIQALYSHAcough* you guys are bitches I swear. Thanks alot. So, anyways, we watched Race To Witch Mountain which was a CRAP movie. It was so boring I nearly died. But, whatever. 

I still need to shop. I still need shoes. And dresses. And pretty tops.

CAN'T WAIT TO GO TO THE BEACH OH MY GOD.

righty-o. signing out. 

I can't help but feel like we're drifting apart. 

Then again, I should have expected it. 

i. need. to. SHOP. :(

shoes are calling my name. 

you keep me from falling apart.

yeah, maybe one day.

Earsex:
Wonderwall- Cartel.

Hello world. Today I got a papercut. Another plaster to add to the increasing collection of plasters on my right hand. My bruise? It's infected. I'm not even joking. Now it's bleeding and gross, and it looks like there's a freaking hole in my arm. Ughh.

Anyway, today and tomorrow are half days. I intended to go home and sleep but ended out going for lunch with them MKIS people at Plaza Mont Kiara. It was like full of people in white and green. Haha. Phoebe, Marina and I had a ' Starbucks Talk ', where we were complaining about the lack of hot guys / how the guys in our grade don't mix enough with the girls. Apparently our grade is the most boring one in the school. It was funny, in a way. But more depressing then funny. 

Then it was offffff to KDU. The first person I saw was Aiman -__- 

and his question was....

"EH, WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?" 

"I'm here to pick up my sister. And see people la!"

Followed with a bunch of stuff that I will not post here. Then along came Akram and his tallness. Then Jas (THE LOSER #1) came and dragged me to watch debate with her, because Elyas was debating. Saw a bunch of teachers including Norul who could not believe that my uniform looked like that. Tesh was there too! She was the first one to leave, followed by Jas. Sigh. See Tesh, and you say I ditch you?! Lies.

Watched the debate, Elyas was so retarded / hilarious. I really can't decide. I think it's a cross between the two. Left after he did his part, walkwalkwalk, went home. 

I seriously cannot wait for Spring Break.  Even though I'll be a loner cause KDU's hols are next week, but still. Heh. :D

My Girl (acoustic)- Nirvana

I hate feeling this way.