too bad your perfect. *insert sarcastic laugh here*

ps dear classmates of mine who were with me when i was crying/bitching/ranting, whatever i said is confidential and if word gets out you guys better watch your asses. thanks you (:

Here's to everything I couldn't say
The insecurity that's breaking my bones today
I'm sorry you can't save me, I'm sorry I'm sorry I can't be your cure
Baby, my heart's sinking down to the corners of the floor

There's a sudden rush to the empty, silent room
I'm sinking deeper than Titanic and it's crew
The night silhouettes it's heavy stars.
And there's another spark in spite of the dark.

Isn't it funny the way I seem to always lose to my words
I know you probably think I'm crazy, and I know it's absurd
Cause you once said "She's the little girl with her hopes set too high"
And I said "He's the boy with the world on his side."

Is this what it's like to feel like your torn?
Your blood feels cold and the chilling air feels warm
And suddenly I don't know which one feels worse
The pain, or the fact that I'm treated like air