Lately I've been feeling like I'm about to drown underwater and my air supply is suddenly cut off. It's like suddenly I can't take everything I've been keeping to myself this entire year, and I'm at the point where I'm about to crack. Sure, I'm happy, but only when there's people around me. When I'm all alone everything falls apart again. Have you ever had a moment where every little thing makes you want to burst into tears, but the tears refuse to come? I feel that way. Like I said before, in simple words, this sucks.

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But I'll be okay.

"your pushing and pulling me down to you, but i don't know what i want."