Because I Want Youuu.

ON AUGUST 4TH! minus the girl ofcourse. I'm like so freakinggg ecstaticccccc like SERIOUSLY. haha. ANTICIPATION. it's better than sex (;

Panic At The Discooooooooo. This is like the only thing that's gonna make my year.

Besides the Twilight movie ofcourse :D :D :D

I'm a bit on a high.... just drank Coke. I'm having a totally retarded conversation with my sister (Shane) and his threatening to disown me. I'm terrified-.- Really I am-.-

Since I'm bored I'll blog about my nonexistant life over the weekend. I went to my Tash's house, with all my other cousins and as usual she, I and my other cousin locked ourselves in her room and just gossip gossip gossip. That girl ahhhhh........ leaves out the most important facts *wink wink*

Before that, we stuffed ourselves. So much food it wasn't even funny. Like ohmygod. So much for losing weight.

Hrm. Trials are in two weeks and I haven't even started hitting the books. Gawd. I am so screwed it's not even funny. I can't wait till PMR is over. Hello Australia, US and the train of hot guys and SHOPPING!!!!

.. mindless bimbotic post.

STUPID STUPID STUPID.

i HAVE to stop dreaming about you. damn it.

and this el stupido geo project is seriously making..., meeee... CRAZY.
GRRRRR.

August August August!

too bad your perfect. *insert sarcastic laugh here*

ps dear classmates of mine who were with me when i was crying/bitching/ranting, whatever i said is confidential and if word gets out you guys better watch your asses. thanks you (:

Here's to everything I couldn't say
The insecurity that's breaking my bones today
I'm sorry you can't save me, I'm sorry I'm sorry I can't be your cure
Baby, my heart's sinking down to the corners of the floor

There's a sudden rush to the empty, silent room
I'm sinking deeper than Titanic and it's crew
The night silhouettes it's heavy stars.
And there's another spark in spite of the dark.

Isn't it funny the way I seem to always lose to my words
I know you probably think I'm crazy, and I know it's absurd
Cause you once said "She's the little girl with her hopes set too high"
And I said "He's the boy with the world on his side."

Is this what it's like to feel like your torn?
Your blood feels cold and the chilling air feels warm
And suddenly I don't know which one feels worse
The pain, or the fact that I'm treated like air

My top ten guys. Oh baby (;

Hayden Christensen

Jared Leto

Chace Crawford

Nick Simmons

Tom Sturridge

Gaspard Ulliel

Jackson Rathboneee

Robert Pattinson

Brendon Uriee

Ryan Ross!

Call me superficial. But every girl has one. And they aren't in order cause I can't decide who's hotter.