okay. so i got a new camera today. wanted this...

but my text didn't get sent to daddy cause my stupid phone is a little bitch so instead he just went out and bought me....

it's pretty cool too, though i'm still really confused how to use it. i suck at these things :D

anyhow, i'll be on hiatus for 2 weeks. US tomorrow.

i cant find my iPod cable and its driving me INSANE.

i. am. unbelievably

PISSED OFF!

let me list down the reasons WHY.

1) my red friend has decided to come a few days before i go on a FREAKING 24 HOUR FLIGHT! CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW &$(&#$ UNCOMFORTABLE THAT WILL BE?

2) Southern California (which is where i'll be going) HAS DECIDED TO FLOOD. yes, RIGHT before i go on holiday. AMAZING, RIGHT?

3) MY MESSENGER IS BEING A PAIN IN THE ARSE. so is my microsoft word. i feel like murdering them, if they were actually living things.

4) I AM UNBELIEVABLY HUNGRY. and it's 12 am.

see. and people think i'm joking when i tell them i'm born with bad luck. dudes, open your eyes. i am really trying my best to refrain from swearing here.

UGH TIMES INFINITY.

i know i'm selfish, i'm unkind.

hey ho losers!

me, being the loser i am, went to watch twilight again for the 4th time *GRIN*

STILL AWESOME. you can't change my mind. anyway, went to watch it with Demie, Tesh & Kim. I think I screamed a little too loud! Anyway, bought like a ton of DVDs today. 90210, True Blood (excited for this!!!!), One Tree Hill s6. Which was why I've been on AWAY for the whole night.

Started reading this book called Rebel Angels by Libba Bray, it's pretty good but i'm kind of confused cause i haven't read the first book. Mmhm :) Syu lent the book to me last year but I stopped halfway through for some reason.

Was supposed to go to the gym all by my lonesome today but I got laaaaazyyyy... probably going with Jas (as usual) tmrw and I wanna go get a mani before I go to the US. hmm yeah. So many things to do in only a day!!! God save me.

k ciao cows!

"You held out your hand, and I took it without stopping to make sense of what I was doing. For the first time in almost a century, I felt hope." - Jasper Hale.

agitated.

sometimes, people really bug me. -.-

ugh.

second post of the day. pure joblessness.

so since i woke up at 8am i decided to 'nap' at 2.30pm and guess what time i woke up. 12.30 AM.

-___________-


now im sitting here like a loser with nothing to do.

i had to wake up at 8 in the friggin' am this morn to go make my visa to go to the US. it's finally done...and i'll be leaving this tuesday :)

i predict that the last person i'll see before leaving is jasmine. see that girl like 5 out of 7 times a week man. dunno why we aren't sick of each other yet hehehe.

my contacts are like drying up in my eyes, feels disgusting. gonna nap soon, i cant stand it anymore. then gym again later. it's like my 3rd day in a ROW *grins*

tmrw is twilight (again) with demie and tesha... i'm thinking of getting a manicure too.

OMG.

There are rumours that Michael Copon MIGHT be replacing Taylor Lautner in New Moon as Jacob Black.

Michael Copon is the guy who played Felix Tagarro in One Tree Hill and the guy in Bring It On 4. Yeah. I know Jas thinks his hot ;)

My opinion? Whoever can act better, deserves to be cast, though I'm leaning more towards Taylor cause Michael tends to look rly cocky sometimes.

holy crap. i've just finished watching gossip girl epi 13 on youtube.

I cried like crazy. -.-

CHUCKANDBLAIR!

GOD.

i'm like re-reading my fanfic again.

I NEVER KNEW I WAS SO ANAL WHEN IT COMES TO BLOODY GRAMMAR!

editing and editing and i'm still not satisfied.

hah. something new to learn abt myself-.-

i'm sick of cheap and cheerful, i want expensive sadness.

hola my friends.

before i begin this post, i'd like to say thanks to the people who've been reading my fanfic and commenting me about it. if you haven't. READ IT. and tell me how it is.

i just did the most unbelievable thing ever. i. signed. up....

for neopets -.-

too bored/jobless already. also i've been eating like a bloody pig for the past week it's NOT even funny. might go to the gym with the loser tomorrow if she doesn't go seremban.

everyone's at prom right now -.- your probably wondering why i'm not there right?

well.

prom + me= complete disaster.

if you haven't seen me in action, just ask any of my friends. specifically my classmates. jia shern says i'm clumsier than Bella. (though i dont even think that's possible.)

plus.

i'm incapable of dancing. i have never slow danced in my entire friggin life ok. so that would be embarassing too.

and there's also the fact that i seem to repel guys. hence the fact i cant get a boyfriend, what more a date.

yes. so sad i know. whatever okay. i just realized i havent posted a proper picture of myself in years.

BEFORE twilight came out. jas and eelin thought i was crazy already.

his mine bitches.


I HAVE NO FRIKKIN IDEA WHY MY CHEEKS LOOK SO CHUBBY IN THIS. they deserve a room of their own. really.

oh well.

oh ya and i've been writing a fanfic cause i have no other productive way to spend my boredom-.-

whatever. here's the link. its jasper/bella. enjooy. and review or comment me abt how it is. thanks.

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4690917/1/Love_You_To_Death

oh my god.

jade got me started on youtubing jackson rathbone agan. ARGH he is like the most perfect man ever. i admit, i've moved him up to #1 on my list. now ryro comes 2nd.

argh. argh. argh. HIS IN A BAND OK. PLS KILL ME NOW OR ATLEAST HAVE MY BABIES.

(if he ever happens to stumble across this blog, though that's unlikely, he'd probably think i'm like this crazy insane stalker. if he happens to, i just wanna say. HI jackson. no i'm not a stalker i just have WAY WAY too much time on my friggin hands.)

so here's to me advertising him. giving him more fame ok!


God, thanks for creating this gorgeous, near perfect human being with the nicest smile ever. I am eternally grateful to you.

oh oh and i've been listening to the kills way too much.



their music is just to argh. damn awesome ok. it's really different and very velvet underground-ish.

yay

my dad just got back from saudi arabia yest and guess what he bought me?!

their version of HELLO! which had an interview with rob pattinson. SO NICE RIGHT? HE ACTUALLY REMEMBERS MY OBSESSION :D

and none of you LOSERS can get it anywhere. ehehehehehe :D i'd take a picture but i have no camera. anyway, his damn retarded.

How do you feel about being branded the British Zac Efron?
I dont think I could be. He's really good at not offending anyone in a good way. I guess. He's a really cool guy in reality. Literally, he didn't do anything that'll ever be misconstrued. No one will ever say 'Oh, that guy is an idiot.' There's nothing you can say about him, whereas I'm told I'm an idiot very frequently. (laughs)

By who?
My mother.

and ladies, apparently his RUMOURED to be dating Camilla Belle.
hot damn right.

my oh my oh myyyyyyy.

tash's back :D

since i'm b-boredddd and crazy. i steal surveys :D

Do you prefer a lot of ice in your drinks or just a little bit of ice?
ALOT. especially in carbonated ones.

Which condiment (ketchup, mustard, etc.) do you use the most of?
chilli sauce / tabasco. i practically live on the stuff.

Does war scare you?
yeah.

Would you ever flirt with somebody in front of your parents?
that... would be awkward.

Do you know any songs that are older than you are?
um duh.

Are you comfortable sharing drinks with your friends?
yeah but i usually flip the straw around.

Have you ever taken a picture of yourself in your underwear?
2 words: you. wish.

Have your parents ever questioned about your virginity?
please. they know i'm an innocent girl. so, no.

Have you ever spent over $100.00 on an article of clothing? What was it?
duh. who hasn't? :S bags? tops? jeans? idk.

Do you think you're too hard on yourself sometimes?
Yeah. Sometiems I push myself way beyond my limit.

What pizza place do you usually order from?
Dominos.

Do you have a least favorite color? What is it?
brown. and grey.

If you added an "izzle" to the end of your name, what would your name be?
Imanizzle?

Honestly, have you ever written something on a bathroom stall?
Nawp.

Do you find graveyards scary?
Yeah.

Who do you consider to be the king of pop? How about the queen of pop?
I don't really listen to pop. I guess for now Britney? Her new songs are kinda nice.

Do you know all of the words to any Eminem song?
Noooo. Hate rap :D

Can you name 3 purple foods?
grapes, mangosteen, prunee.

When was the last time you made a pinky promise?
Hell if I remember.

What celebrity do you wish would have a big comeback?
a comeback you say? i have no bleepin' idea.

Do you think your parents know things about you that you don't want them to?
hopefully not.

Have you ever walked into a spiderweb
no. i'd scream.

What grocery store do you usually get your food from?
mostly cold storage. they have the best junk food.

When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group of people?
Huh.

Who was the one kid in school everybody made fun of? Why?
This question is just mean.

When you were a kid did you ever look up "sex" in the dictionary?
HAHA NO.

Who is the worst driver you know? How about the best driver?
do i look like i check? idk. tesha's brother drives pretty scarily. 0_o

Honestly, have you ever said a racist joke?
i think so, yeah. haha

Is there anything written on the shirt you're wearing right now?
I miss you so... it is clear now.

Are you shorter or taller than most of your friends?
Shorter. Like Alice :D

Do you know anybody who was born on a holiday?
yesh..

When was the last time you rode a bike?
idk. a few weeks ago with tash.

What is one thing you really don't like sharing?
My. food. IT BUGS THE SHIT OUTTA ME!

Do you have a favorite Jim Carrey movie? Which one?
Bruce Almighty. 23.

Do you have a favorite flavor of gum? What is it?
Grape.

What was the last junk food you ate?
a Mars bar.

Do you prefer sweet or sour candy?
sweet and sour.

i tag: tesh jas meiyi jamie tash whoever reads my blog.

hold your own, know your name, and go your own way.

coyotes- jason mraz.

been listening to his album recently. really addictive shit :)

mhm. anyway, gymmed again today. music class. dinner at mines with my momma+sister cause my mom had a seminar there or something. we met the dude who owns the Flickr.com website. i ate nachos and lamb. fattening i know. screw you.

tomorrow: dentist appointment for new retainers and i'm gna go straighten my hair. FINALLY! it's been bugging me like shit okay.

xoxo losers.

i thought that i was stronger.

i just took a hot shower. felt so good. :D

wow my cbox is like full of people commenting either jackson/ashley/twilight. my blog feels so famous, for the first time. lol. i'm sucha freak.

and and.... i bought the twilight calendar today! (actually elyas bought it cause i was flat out BROKE but im paying him back, seriously) and there was this book review thingy or i dont know what its called but yeah like i said im broke.

i would take pics of the calendar but i'm lazy. SO TOO BAD. oh we (aly,ely,jas & i) watched WILD CHILD today. oh my gooood i swear it was bloody hilarious! BIATCH is my new favourite word.

alex pettyfer (who acted in storm rider though he was rly young then) is EXTREMELY EXTREMELY hottttt. haha like no shit. ladies, i saw him first. hehehehe.dont steal. i know im selfish but too bad.

but jackson rathbone hotter la =)

my future 3 husbands. lalalalalalalalala.

oh then jas and i hit the gym. i sweated like a bloody pig i tell you. i smelllleedddddddd. followed her home then came back and HERE i am now.

LOOK AT WHAT AMANDA DREW FOR ME!

SO FREAKING INSANELY CUTE! i shall ignore the fact that i am the fat one.

and omg ashley greene= epitome of hotness.

trust me, i'd take everything back.

so this afternoon at 12.30 i got an unexpected phone call by none other than JASON TAN JIA SHERN and CHIA CHIEN TENG asking me to go to one utama cause daniel was all alone. and me, being such a good mother (inside joke), got the hell up and took the world's quickest shower. not really but yeah quick for me okay!!! and i threw on like whatever i saw. if anybody saw me that's my explanation for looking like a total hobo. i didnt even have time to blow my hair properly -.-

yeah... arrived and watched Bolt in 3D. funny movie. abit retarded. but still funny. daniel thinks the hamster is like me cause it talks alot. good source of entertainment okay?! then we ate... and ate... somemore, CHOCOLATE! yum. alysha came for a bit. then she had to leave. the guys played pool and then we all BOWLED.

i. ABSOLUTELY. DESPISE. BOWLING (x1000000000000)

seriously. if you think your bad you should look at me! it was like my 3rd/4th time.

i never bowl. it's an EXTREMELY RARE occurence to see me bowling. i hate bowling. loathe it with all my heart..... obviously i got the lowest points :D

then manda came and we went off to watch...........................

TWILIGHT.

my 3rd time. MIGHT be watching it AGAIN tomorrow with PEOPLE. (no not you). but now aly says we can only watch one movie. WHY ALY WHY. :(

ANYWAY, I HAVE MEMORIZED LIKE 3/4 OF THE FREAKING SCRIPT WITHOUT EVEN REALIZING IT.

i swear, i was like quoting everything to amanda before the scenes even appeared. she got annoyed so i stopped :D wheee. even after watching it twice, i screamed like a little bitch everytime jasper appeared. amanda covered her ears.

i can't get over how hot he is =/ and how he and alice are SO cute together. love emmmm!

god im so tired and YEAH bye.

ps: yes im aware that this post looks so lala. IM EXHAUSTED OKAY. geez. and jasper hale/jackson r is still mine. screw OFF.

baby did you forget to take yr meds?

i just realized something.

i write. a LOT. like stories and fanfics and stuff.

and yet i can never seem to find anything to write about on this stupid piece of shit. in case you havent noticed... every other post on here is about something really pointless like well, just scroll down for examples. huh. maybe that's cause my life is totally and completely boring.

so i went shopping yesterday. okay, not exactly shopping cause the only place i went was topshop... but since i bought stuff, it's counted right?! bought a cute long sleeved dress (did i just refer to a dress as cute) and some other long sleeved shit cause US is gonna be cold.

i. want. a. LEATHER JACKET. :( so pretty.

today i woke up at 10:30 am in the freaking morning. Abnormal for me, because usually the earliest i wake up on a holiday is 12. unless i'm going out. and today i just stonned at home until 6 smth where i went to the gym.

i'm bloody exhausted now ok.

twilight (again) tomorrow with amanda panda and thursday with ely and aly. we're also gna watch wild child then. i seriously cannot wait for the states. i'm leaving on the 14th. anyone who wanna go out with me before then...you know what to do!

pixie is signing off =)